When a random stranger comes up to me and asks are you ok. I didn't take it very lightly and I felt even more depressed than ever. It's not until my friend took her life last week on January 8th. I would always say how much I hated life and how no matter where I went pain would follow and I told everyone I was done with life I couldn't cry anymore. It reminds me of myself in a way and my close friend who committed suicide. I am so sorry I have millions of things to write about you but this space doesn't allow me to do so. May be the Devas think this world is not a place for you to live because you are one in a trillion. Why Mane, why did you have to go so soon? Just 28 years, handsome young man. I couldn't help laughing.ĭarling Mane, One month is gone I still can't believe you are gone. One day we were watching 'Knight Rider' the TV series and the main actor was driving a car so fast - suddenly I noticed that my nephew was not there.alas, he was under the table. I remember when you were small the things you did. There is not a single moment that goes by without me thinking of you. Where are the Devas (Gods)! I cried and cried and cried. We went in - I couldn't believe my eyes - there sleeping on a stretcher my adorable nephew. Went to the hospital entered the ETU met a neighbor of my sister's. So I called my aunt again, she said "he has got a heart attack". They asked "What happened?" "Mane is dead" I said, but I was not sure of the news. My brother and my husband came running to the phone. It was on 6th July 2012 morning, got a call from my aunt. My life is more fulfilled and blessed just by knowing him. Even though I hurt and I miss him, even though I believe he was taken to soon, I could not have imagined my life without ever having him in it. That was his purpose, to be in our lives to have taught us and what he brought to our lives no one can take away. The compassion he had for others and how selfless he was. I sit and think of all the memories I have of my brother and the way he lit up a room just by walking into it. Everyone has a purpose and a mission and when they complete their task they are called home. I am grateful for the time god allowed me to have with him. It was the first time in my life to have experienced such a loss. My family and I lost my brother a year ago on April 11th. Not only this poem but the stories that followed touched my heart. God bless, and I am here if anyone wants to talk or vent or anything. I believe that your loved one would want you to realize how precious life truly is and thoroughly live it to the fullest. I genuinely want this to be positive, because that's what experiencing life is all about. I am 36 years old and have lost my parents at the age of 11 & 12 years old. So I sincerely hope that brings a little comfort to you. So they happen to have jumped a little ahead of you, however, we will all reunite again one day. A great way to look at it is to know in your soul and in your heart that this life is simply a transition to the next. We will all experience it in one form or another. I would like to offer my deepest sympathy and condolences to everyone who has lost a loved one. I came across this and I believe everything happens for a reason.
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